Second Guessing

I made a mistake. I make the same mistake. Over and over and over again. The result is the same. I lose, because I love.

It isn't fair. I love, deep, true, and endlessly. When will I get the same? It hurts because i never want the past to get in the way of the future. I can't hold the past against someone who wasnt in it, can i?

I'll stop loving you. I must.